Misdiagnosis

Welcome to December. There are many reasons why I type today. I have homework stacking up, American Horror Story to watch, and I have to eat. BUT there's the catch. If there's one thing that I love to do- it's eating. As the Oliver Twist movie laments "FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD". That's the huge issue. I cannot eat food. My stomach ache will take it up and destroy my stomach. I've been to the doctor twice in the past ~2.5 months and have yet to go in to get a ultrasound on the darned thing. Doesn't matter what I eat... raspberries, rice, cheese, crackers, bread, potatoes... I can assure everyone around me that a stomach ache will take place within 15 minutes. 

I still love food though, I'll just whine like a puppy after eating cause it hurts. Yesterday was my all time low. I may be going to a crazy amount of concerts but I cannot dance off yesterdays binge. I won't go into the gory details of my prey but I still felt full (+ stomach ache) in the morning. 

So the punchline of this post would have to be my desire to start working out. I told myself that I would walk the dog once a day but failed to walk the dog on the very first day I issued the order. That order was given yesterday but the cold state of the outside is really discouraging. How's my hooping you may ask? I'm at a depressing state. It could be Seasonal Affective Disorder or it could just be me being sad about being the only one in the hobby. I look up and admire these amazing hoopers but when I try to recreate, I fail hard. Frustration is a sword to my pursuits. I won't give it up though, no worries there. 

I found a website that will help me. I haven't read all of it yet (I have far more to read in my homework) but in this post I will assure myself that I will read it by this weekend. HOW TO EAT HEALTHY. Along with this healthy eating, I might as well put in a small effort of exercise. I'll set a goal of 5 minutes a day directed specifically for it. Since 5 is so small, hopefully I will feel very happy when I end up exercising 10 minutes a day! 

The last Post Script per say, is my DVC final! Finally I will truly have the real iQuest feel. Today was the official last day of class and my final is on Monday! After Monday, what am I going to do on my Wednesdays and Mondays? I guess I'll see. Maybe I'll implement a new change of lifestyle.

Toodaloo!