Thursday, February 27, 2014

Word Cloud


Hmm. Word Clouds. We did these once upon a time. Uh, honesty? Since honesty's a big one. I really dislike them. I thought Myer Briggs was pretty awesome when I did it for the first time, I thought it was cool that there were people just like me who probably went "OH THAT'S SO ME!" when they read the paragraphs. I don't know, maybe other people thought it was cool, but you spend a lot of time looking at the type of person you are and these "tests" just reaffirm your own thoughts. It's in fact, a little embarrassing to read it. For me, it's a mixture of embarrassment and the old replay of what I've been doing my whole life. Sorry if that's a bad answer. I liked how we could shape it into a whale though.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Second Semester Goals

At the beginning of my second semester switch to S2S ERM I made a few goals for myself with my mentor:

1. Conceptualize the mission statement/what role the company has in our community
2. Take away something every week

I want to take the second goal I made with my mentor and twist it into my iQuest goal. I want to be able to learn as much as I can about the field I'm working on. So far I've been able to carve a good chunk of time when I'm with my mentor to talk about the environment and problems I see in the world. My mentor's really amazing, she's very patient and gives the best explanation she can while introducing new ideas that could help solve the situations.

Actions? I need pull together all the documents I've been recreating and see how they all connect. I want to be able to talk about something new with my mentor every time I see her. I don't see a real interruption besides myself not wanting to learn anymore, and I would need to do a little bit of my own research in order to answer questions left unanswered.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

LED HOOPS

Last Saturday I went to a rave and met a girl with an LED hoop. She let me play around with it and when I ran into her again in the middle of the dance floor she got everyone to make a circle so I could hoop right there! The feeling was absolutely wonderful. The energy I got from everyone cheering me was indescribable. I even matched the tempo of my dancing to the music. :). Short shorts beware.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Reflection

This final semester I spent four hours on Fridays at Tassajara Vet with my mentor Dr. Dowd.

I would typically come in to see a surgery or dental work or wait around for Dr. Dowd to get off of break before going into individual appointments. In the individual appointments I learned many different ailments that happen to dogs and cats. I witnessed euthanasia of pets and a feral cat and helped hold animals upside down while an ultrasound took place. Dr. Dowd allowed me to look at skin scrapings and earwax and pustules under an immersion microscope. She told me about the normal problems that occur with certain breeds and the negatives of breeding. When I wasn't with Dr. Dowd I was working with the awesome vet techs holding animals for blood tests and listening to abnormal heartbeats. Twice, a cat came in for a good grooming and I got to brush out the mats out of fur. Other times I would chill out with the sick animals and pet them while I waited for an appointment to come in.

The greatest thing about the internship was being around the animals, for sure there was always something I could pet and look at. I liked the whole "behind the scenes" feel. I know Dr. Dowd cares for her patients and doesn't hurry or try to milk money out of her customer's pockets. All the vet techs were nice and helped me learn as much as I could and I was able to see the surgery my own cat went through and was told everything I needed to know about any possible relapse in her condition.

Don't get me wrong, I love animals. I am an animal lover to the max. I just couldn't see myself working all my days here. There weren't too many frustrations, but the ones that I had really took over my mind. Because I was under 18 when I shadowed Dr. Dowd, I was unable to do almost all procedures including animals because of liability. I could not hold a mask onto a sedated cat or retrieve medicine or give shots of vaccine or saline. I messed up bringing in a dog once and was never fully trusted to help bring an animal to the back again. One thing that really made me sad was coming in after a good 2-3 months and having three of the prime vet techs not know my name.

I learned about my patience threshold. I can stand for 4 hours just observing without racking my brains out. 

From this iQuest subject I learned that most dogs and cats are overweight in a vet's perspective and that when you cut into animal flesh it doesn't bleed as much as one would expect. 

I expect my learning curve to either jump or sink this next semester. Now that I'm in Environmental Resource Management with an emphasis on storm water and construction, I have a whole new subject to learn. From my APES class I knew a little about the subject but this job delves deeper and incorporates all the concepts into one. My tasks these past two weeks have been recreating documents and I've been told the importance of the documents, but it's so much to sink in at once. My mentor has not yet unleashed her full knowledge upon me, and to be honest, I'm glad. The amount I've tried to soak in the past 6 hours of interning time has been a lot. 

Mrs. Sekera, I would like to warn you that I may seem frustrated and overwhelmed in the upcoming weeks, but I'm trying my best to put the pieces together. I hope it all makes sense soon, but I'm proud to say my excel AND word skills at making worksheets are now up to par. 

I would like to say as an after thought that I believe I've done so much this past year. I learned how to hoop and knit and I've saved up enough money to go to a festival in Southern California. I know I dreaded Fridays but I think I walked away with more knowledge than I really know.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Misdiagnosis

Welcome to December. There are many reasons why I type today. I have homework stacking up, American Horror Story to watch, and I have to eat. BUT there's the catch. If there's one thing that I love to do- it's eating. As the Oliver Twist movie laments "FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD". That's the huge issue. I cannot eat food. My stomach ache will take it up and destroy my stomach. I've been to the doctor twice in the past ~2.5 months and have yet to go in to get a ultrasound on the darned thing. Doesn't matter what I eat... raspberries, rice, cheese, crackers, bread, potatoes... I can assure everyone around me that a stomach ache will take place within 15 minutes. 

I still love food though, I'll just whine like a puppy after eating cause it hurts. Yesterday was my all time low. I may be going to a crazy amount of concerts but I cannot dance off yesterdays binge. I won't go into the gory details of my prey but I still felt full (+ stomach ache) in the morning. 

So the punchline of this post would have to be my desire to start working out. I told myself that I would walk the dog once a day but failed to walk the dog on the very first day I issued the order. That order was given yesterday but the cold state of the outside is really discouraging. How's my hooping you may ask? I'm at a depressing state. It could be Seasonal Affective Disorder or it could just be me being sad about being the only one in the hobby. I look up and admire these amazing hoopers but when I try to recreate, I fail hard. Frustration is a sword to my pursuits. I won't give it up though, no worries there. 

I found a website that will help me. I haven't read all of it yet (I have far more to read in my homework) but in this post I will assure myself that I will read it by this weekend. HOW TO EAT HEALTHY. Along with this healthy eating, I might as well put in a small effort of exercise. I'll set a goal of 5 minutes a day directed specifically for it. Since 5 is so small, hopefully I will feel very happy when I end up exercising 10 minutes a day! 

The last Post Script per say, is my DVC final! Finally I will truly have the real iQuest feel. Today was the official last day of class and my final is on Monday! After Monday, what am I going to do on my Wednesdays and Mondays? I guess I'll see. Maybe I'll implement a new change of lifestyle.

Toodaloo! 

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Jane Goodall

I decided to do my research on Jane Goodall. iQuest requires me to research about someone in respect to the field I'm currently in. Jane Goodall has worked with monkeys/chimps for a long time, trying to learn more about them and save them from human destruction. I wasn't entirely thrilled, but last night I did a little extra research to pump me up for today's seminar and learned that Jane is also an Environmentalist and (I'm pretty sure) a Humanitarian!

Before my friend recommended Goodall, all I knew was that she worked with monkeys or chimps. I'm not a huge fan of monkeys but this environmentalist/humanitarian stuff really catches my eye. I really want to learn about her journey to become who she is today. Right now she looks like Gandhi to me- she believed in something and promoted it to the max extent. She gives no crap about what others think of her and easily brushed off a comic that mocked her that was distributed to a mass of people. I'll be looking forward to seeing how she dealt with her failures and how she impacted people all over.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Lacking Enthusiasm?

There has been very little to say lately. My internship frustrates me. I went on Friday and it took me a few minutes to realize... my mentor was missing! Quel domage! I didn't know what to do so I asked the vet techs and I ended up shadowing the doctor covering for my mentor. I introduced myself and what not but I don't think he's had a person shadow him before because he went on into appointments without telling me! I spend a lot of my time watching vet techs in between appointments so Dr. Dowd usually comes around to warn me when her next appointment arrives. AHHHHH. I didn't want to barge into an appointment! I had 20 minute intervals where I wasn't learning anything. There wasn't anything to do. On the upside however, there's a kitten up for adoption that's SUPER nice. Her name's Anna she's maybe 3 months old and cuddles like no other. 

Hoop wise- also disappointing. I did indeed get a polypro hoop off of hoop mamas about one or two weeks ago. I'm not very sure. It's been very hard to transition from a clunky hoop to a feather light super small one. I can't do half the tricks I used to and now my old hoop is practically useless to me, it's way to heavy to go back to. The thing that's bugging me is that I can't dance for my life. I'm proud of what I can do, but I cannot incorporate everything into a smooth looking dance. 

Also, I've been feeling disconnected. There's nothing to do, then there's a lot that I haven't done that I need to get back onto. I think I'm using this blog as a decoy, I want to stay on the internet and do nothing. I need a personal motivator or a life changing event for insight into what I need to do next. 

Instead of leaving this post so dreadful, I think I'll make a few goals for myself.
1. Finish the last college application
2. Enjoy company